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The tinch of red on your blueish face, Makes me stare at you...just amazed.. The yellowish "flame", setting you ablaze... Tearing you often... spreading its rays.. Putting that blush on your face..! The snowy uncondensed droplets, Okay...just clouds... Covering you up in their veil.. Like the limitless sea..which all wanna sail.. And me... willing to touch you... As if Braille..!!  Soon... The departure of clouds  & Hitting rays of your "flame" Tears you again... I see you naked,  right where I gaze... To touch you; My eyes & hands just chase.. So unreachable u seem. Yet;  just reachable by a  phrase Can't i touch u though,just feel your pace Soon I realise...you are like me... Just an empty space And yet...you have an irresistibly beautiful face... And once again... I stare at you...just amazed..!!             -Lubaina surury

Take a break... Let things be... The more you panic in the water..the more you drown... Take a break... From things that might bother you to death  From things that might not even matter later.. Take a break.. Before you sort things as right or wrong.. Before you leave or stay for sure.. Take a break... Not to think things through.. But just to let them be... Not to dig out a solution.. But just to sit by the grave of problem.. Take a break... Not bcoz you are unable to figure out things.. But bcoz you feel done!  Bcoz you feel like not thinking anything.. Take a break... Sit with yourself..Bcoz yeah...you are befuddled... you are exhausted and deal with the fact that you can't take it anymore.... Take a break... Don't listen to anyone.. don't listen to urself.. Just be still... doing nothing for a while.. Coz once you become okay.. Everything eventually falls in place... Take a break!         -Lubaina surury

Its painful.. But..as described by everyone else... More precisely.. Its "impure"  Its impure.. Not because it actually is;  But because it is tagged to be..! Its "ewwww"  Not because its something filthy; But because you consider it to be..! Its said uncountable of times that you are the result of this so called "impurity" ... i don't buy that... No one is the result of "this" impurity... Rather.."this" impurity is the result of your mindsets..!! No one is the result of "this" impurity.. Because its not an impurity after all..!! Its rather sacred... Sacred to every woman.. Sacred to her motherhood.. Sacred to her womanhood.. Sacred to the feeling that she can give life..! To all the unmatchable woman out there.. Periods aren't something to be ashamed of.. They are something to be very very proud of... Because out of all species..the almighty has given you the ability to give life...!!             -Lubaina surury

On a trail to find myself... Back!  From hits & turns; Wounds & burns; Sounds pretty dramatic, But worth the yearns... On a trail to find myself... Through the nostalgic meadows.. Through the clashing egos.. Uneasy feels &  Through highs & lows... On a trail to find myself... Paddling towards the blur destiny.. Battling coincidences & ironies.. Step after step, moving ahead,  Claiming everything to be a mere parody.. On a trail to find myself... With the heart that was once on my sleeve.. Somehow lost, due to things hard to believe.. Clenched fists and head upright.. All set and ready to retrieve.. On a trail to find myself... Enabling myself to think before I speak... Adapting changes from bottom to peak... As said.." what yours will find your way"  So yeah..Learning to ask before I seek... On a trail to find myself... To get back to cherishing self... Getting optimism & "Me" back to shelf.. Regrets packed and lessons learned.. Just so I can...

On the nights you're not there... The complete sky looks incomplete; As if the universe is missing a beat. Although, the stars still twinkle; But they miss your gleam, They still flicker.. Like some lost dream. Sometimes the clouds take over too.. Just to fill up your absence.. Albiet they're unable to.. Coz nothing matches your presence!  I know, playing hide & seek is your cup of tea.. Hey, but please... Try to turn down that fleece.. And once again, come back to me!  I can seek you for all my life, I'll dream... lookin' at you..for infinite times.. I'll write..just for you..no ifs & mights; But just stay there... Till I close my eyes...!  You complete my sky... You make me dream...super high! Sometimes i even cry to you... Sometimes I may just pass by.. But I always look at you.. Coz you make me fly, Beyond limits that people call "high"..!!                   - Lubaina surury

Like the autumn trees... We all let go of the fallen leaves.. Just to wait for the better fresher ones to bloom.... Like the autumn trees... We all try to stand tall.. No matter what we go through... We make an effort to stay who we are!  Like the autumn trees... We all, at a point, dry up due to harsh sun... We all dry up when some of our ever precious leaves leave... But we all stand right where we believe!  Like the autumn trees... We all long for lush green dreams... And wait for the right seasons to gleam... Like the autumn trees... We're not alone bearing the heat... But let's just stand protecting the "us" within us.. And shedding all the dried up "emotions" beneath... Like the autumn trees..!!             - Lubaina surury

You like to go out Although you hate the chaos.... You like to wonder around Although you hate to feel lost... You like to splash a hundred colours onto the canvas... Although you hate to be messy... You like to walk long distances Although you hate long waits... You like to look at the moon and speak all night Although you resist speaking to people... You like to sing & dance - all by yourself Although you are a terrible singer & dancer.. You like to smile, laugh, cheer up & bloom Although you feel clenched & broken at the same time.... You like to be YOU... Although you feel low sometimes...!!                -Lubaina surury

A thousand miles I've come.. A million more to go... Colours all around, Blue, black, red, indigo; So mixed up as if a vertigo... Well yeah...No where else to go... Walkin' this enigmatic journey they call "life" Just another flute to blow... Walking as if it's gonna be forever... Taking steps impulsively slow... Well yeah..no where else to go... It has just begun... Albeit we're all lost... Movin' around paths that often seem to glow.. Rivers that pleasingly flow  Followin' ways I don't even know.. Well yeah...no where else to go... The place I think I know... The people I bow, The pieces of everything..just scattered; like the lego... Piece by piece, joining peace... The complete picture which no one knows Well yeah...no where else to go... Stayin' here.. Not bcoz "no where else to go"  But bcoz.. that's how I'll glow.. Thats how I'll rise & show... This enigmatic journey isn't enigmatic anymore Thats how I'l...

We're all afraid Of things we cannot hold... Of things we cannot control... We're all afraid... Of words of our own.. Of things we cannot disown We're all afraid.. Of our own loss.. Of gettin' into chaos... We're all afraid... To feel alive... And live alike.... We're all afraid... To live a life...!!          -Lubaina surury

मैं खो जाना चाहती हु  थोड़ा खुद में...थोड़ा इस बारिश में  घुल जाना चाहती हु.. मैं खो जाना चाहती हु  खुद के खयालो की भूल-भुलैया में कुछ रास्ते कुछ जवाब खोजना चाहती हु... मैं खो जाना चहती हु इस खुबसूरत सांझ में  और बटोर लेना चाहती है ये बिखरती रोशनी सोख लेना चहतीहु सारी खुशिया  जैसे फलक इस रौशनी को सोख लिया करता है... मैं खो जाना चाहती हु इसलिए नही की कोई ढूंढे मुझे इसलिए की खुद को ढूंढ लू... .....ये सफर अब तक शुरू भी नही किया है, और कदम जैसे काप से रहे है... आगे बढ़ना चाहतई हु, पर ये सवाल...जैसे शक छाप रहे है.. मैं खो जाना चहतीहु इन्ही सवालो में क्योंकि शायद जवाब यही छुपे है... मैं खो जाना चाहती हु... क्योंकि मेरे खयाल अक्सर कुछ खोजते हुए अपनी सोच बुनते है... मैं खो जाना चाहती हु...।।         -Lubaina surury

मै, चाय और चांद कुछ इस कदर बाते किया करतें है मानो दोस्तो की वो टोली हो जो सालो से ना मिली हो... चांद के साथ चाय का स्वाद थोड़ा और उभर जाता है उसकी हल्की सी रोशनी में मन मोह सा जाता है और ये मन ..एक बार फिर कहीं खो जाता है... मेरी कभी ना ख़तम होने वाली बातों पर एक विराम सा लग जाता है चांद का वो उजाला जब  नयन तलक आता है इतनी दूर होकर भी वो बहुत पास नजर आता है और ये मन...एक बार फिर खो जाता है... उसकी कमियो को तराशना जैसे आदत है मेरी और मुझे बिन टोके सुनते रहना,उसकी जानती हूं... बहुत जुदा है हम पर उतना ही खास भी है वो.. मेरी अकेली रातो का साथ भी है वो... नजाने क्यों कभी थकती नहीं मै उसके लिए लिख कर  बस लिखती चली जाती हूं... क्युकी जितना दूर और खूबसूरत है  उतना ही पास भी है वो.. मेरी इन कविताओं का आगाज़ भी है वो...।।            -Lubaina surury

In the freezing cold nights Under the starry sky  you spread your light... And I wanna live these hours... With you!! You shoo away darkness.. You cover some stars Nothing is as beautiful as these hours... With you!!  My hoodie covering my ears... My jacket tryin to save me from cold... My cold feet screaming to get back into the blanket... But I refuse... Bcoz I don't wanna miss these hours... With you!! This window of time... When roads are empty, And winds are silent... When lights are shut...and only yours shine brighter... When all I hear is crickets and bats... And all I see is YOU.. I just wanna lie here in these hours... With you!!  When you show up after the "no moon" night.. No ones waiting for u in such a plight... But I do... Bcoz I wanna spend these hours... With you!!  Hey... Whenever I see you there... You urge me to reach where you are... Beyond clouds & time... Just to pass these hours... With you!!          -Lubaina suru...

Hey... Writing for you .. For the infiniteth time.. & I still never get tired of writing about you... Although..you never look the same.. But I don't get it what its with you.. I still mesmerise & love you the same... The rainbow-ey clouds around you.. Look like the sauce to my favorite dish😂😅 Your half-lit half.. Looks like someone's smiling at me.. wide enough to call it a cheerful laugh!  Sometimes i wish...you were beside me.. But then.. the thought goes away... Bcoz you're just perfect at a distance...far far away.... Bcoz thats how I'll never have to search for you... I'll always know...where to find you... But hey ... I'll still never get tired of writing about you... Won't call it love or addicted or habit.. But just affection and unconditional attachment.. And for a change .. No one can ruin it ..!              -Lubaina surury

The golden Cresent moon... Peeping from the foggy clouds.. Moving away in the mist... Smiling at me- no plot twists And again.... Here I am...just to look at you! But today... You remind me of some faded, but not forgotten, memories.. Today...you remind me of some past peace .. Goin' away a bit every second... Hiding in the high clouds... Today... these clouds are the hinders... But, i guess you can still hear me...far & loud!!  Today... You remind me of some low days... And how they all passed... Today... You remind me of the foggy haze Which I walked past... You remind me of every step i took ahead.. You remind me of every night i didn't go to bed!  Today... You remind me of how can someone be far and still be with you .. As you are with me ... In my words and blues The golden Cresent moon... Slowly.. serenely, fading away... Still...being with me all the way!            -Lubaina surury

I climb to the terrace just to sit in the moonlight... Just coz you look perfect tonight...!  Full & bright today... In the dark starry sky.... Enigmatic & at a far far sight... And I still look at u... Just coz you look perfect tonight..!  Seems like... We both stare each other... endlessly.. Me, embracing all ur scars... And u..? I do not know... And I still look at u.. Just coz you look perfect tonight..!  The nights grow colder... Still...I refuse to lose your sight... I stay...lookin' at how charismatic something can be... And I still look at u... Just coz you look perfect tonight...!  I come to you...Unjudged... I speak my heart & mind out.... And m not afraid...of anything... Seems like... you're lookin' me in the eye... And I still look at u... Just coz you look perfect tonight...! I wanna sit here forever... With you...with this still time... Unfortunately...the sun will rise soon.. And you'll have to leave for a while... I know you'll be back s...

As the night falls..and no one's left around.. I trun towards the moon...and there it is..as always... Walking with me when no one else is.... As the noises fade..and silences grow deeper... I turn towards the moon....who asks me to break my silences silently.. As the lights go off ..and the dark becomes darker... I turn towards the moon... who asks me to turn every page of myself wide open..as now...No one can ruin it... Coz now...its just the moon & me!  As the clouds move and leave & the stars twinkle and constantly go away... I turn towards the moon...who might be behind cloud sometimes.. but still stays... As the perfect spotless sky turns black and starry.. I turn towards the moon...whose speckles asks me to embrace my imperfections.. As the sun passes its light to moon... I turn towards the moon...who tells me to share my light..no matter what... so that more darker places like it can be lit... And when.. The moon isn't there in the sky at all... Those are my dar...